Missing Blogs

I looked at my blog for the first time in a while and noticed that a lot of blogs were missing. I guess I accidentally saved them as drafts and never published them. So I went and published all the blogs that never got published. Since my settings are set to post blogs in order of the date it was written and not by the date it was published, some new posts will be stuck in between old ones. But to make it easier for the dozen or so people who actually read my blogs, I labeled the missing blogs "missing blog".

Review

My review went rather well. Everyone seemed to be so surprised about how I managed to fly under the radar that they didn't even care about my truancy. The bad thing from all of this is that I'm gonna have to start going to all of my groups again...but that's what I'm here for.

Just Thought You'd Like To Know...

I have my big review with Dr. Gunderson and all my treaters tomorrow. I finally told Fran about how I've been skipping groups...her jaw dropped to the floor.

I Think I Better Tell Them

I'm not looking forward to my review on Thursday. I have been skipping groups since June. I seriously haven't gone to any groups (except DBT and that's only because Dr. Murphy puts the fear of God in anyone who misses). And considering that over 50% of my treatment plan includes group therapy, skipping groups for 2 months is kinda a big deal. The thing that gets me is that no one (i.e. Fran, Kelly, Stephanie, Dr. B or any of the group leaders) has said anything to me about it and I'm starting to think that they aren't aware...which is really odd considering they usually watch every move I make.

So Fresh and So Clean

My sister Angie had a hissy fit about my last post. She told me to take it down...I guess she doesn't want the 10 people that read my blogs to know that I use the same towel to dry my clean body as I use to dry my clean dishes. But in reality, I don't dry my dishes....the dishwasher does that for me. Also, Angie would like my [10] readers to know that while my laundry upkeep may be sub par, my personal hygiene is perfectly adequate.

Dimomifer

I really have no right to be so upset. Godmother is just a title.

Yep, I Counted.

It is only 158 steps between the entrance to my apartment and the entrance to the mall.

Manic Monday

I had the worst day ever. My landlady finally called me to tell me that my check cleared and I can finally move in. The problem with that, is she called right in the middle of my Interpersonal group and apparently it was very rude and disrespectful of me to answer my phone during group. I ended up walking out and I don't plan on going back. All the girls in the group are total bitches. Then I spent the whole next group crying because one of the bitches that was in my IP group is in my family issues group and she felt that it was important to make me feel as horrible as possible for answering my phone during group even though I am stressed out enough with the whole moving thing and on top of that I start school tonight. By the end of group I got her feeling pretty guilty for yelling at me. Unfortunately she is so into herself, I'm not sure she has the ability to feel for other people.

I Signed a Lease Today

I moved all of my belongings out of my hotel room and I am supposed to be moving in to my new apartment, but the landlady will not let me have the key until my check clears. I am homeless.